~b-winfo-amor

Ack, so a series of terrible events have prevented me from A) the new spectacular camera B) uploading fantastics works from A camera.

I have a fabulous job that pays bundles, but between health declines, rising tuition and car troubles I am being forced into a credit card and possible non-educational loans. EK!!!

So there is my little update.
I hate the new dA layout, my backwoods dialup is not happy and loves to go SUPER slow on uploading. So I'll post just some random shots from the summer to let those still lingering to see I am still trying to use dA and am trying to stay well.


P.S I had to try to post this about 5 times, can I have the old dA back?

Hallo!!

So it's been about six weeks since I have even logged into dA. My digital broke, but I'm working now that I'm back home and making good money. I should be upgrading to a Nikon and getting some fresh pictures up as soon as possible.

My laptop also decided to die on me; not quite sure what went wrong. Dell wanted me to pay $1600 to recover my hard drive, thankfully dad did it for free. I hope to get the laptop back soon so I can reset things and put all the information back on there. Six months old and the thing breaks on me! Luckly, my desktop wasn't touched while I was away last semster, so it's not run down with children's games and I can use it in the mean time.

Home life is monogamous, I miss Denton and the college life. If any of you know about my troubles with last semster's roomate, you'd be glad to hear that I am getting a new one! Thank goodness!!!

My birthday is in a few weeks, June 22. (I'm counting down the days!!)

I hope all is well with my dA friends. If I have time to get to the library I will look at new works and see what everyone has been up to. (I live in the woods and all we can get is sloooow dial up internet).

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.


Take me away to better days
Take me away: A hiding place.


There’s a place that I go
That nobody knows
Where the rivers flow
And I call it home


And there’s no more lies.
In the darkness, there’s light.
And nobody cries. There’s only butterflies.



Hello all!!
I'm still here, nothing new. Finishing school and finals and I should be back within two weeks. Yippy!! The lyrics up there have helped me through these past few weeks, too simple for an explantion, but listen to it and I'm sure you'll understand.

I sold my bike today, my precious girl, but now I have much needed money; life's a take and give game.

I had a fantabulous weekend with my girl friends and last night was a much needed girls night with the tipsy stuff. MM!! Nothing like a good relaxing weekend before finals and reviews!


I feel like using this as a blog for the moment so... I am very much in love with my boyfriend of nearly two yrs first and foremost, but I was introduced to a guy who I've seen all semester long working desk at our residence hall, who I have found very attractive and I find out he is really into me. Last night while us girls were not in our right minds and had him over (I forgot how we convinced him to) a friend made the comment that I would so bang him if I didn't have my Miles, and yes I would and I did mention that. I also said if he didn't have sex, I would rape him. All jokingly of course, but alas, I guess I am too much of the flirt type at times because now he's pretty into me >.< Yicks. (Crawls into hole). Now I need to go set things straight and make sure I don't "led him on" because he is the very nice wholesome, conservative guy you would want to take home to mum and dad, but my first commitment is to my love and wouldn't want to hurt such a nice guy. My rant and rave blog-type is over and I am off to bed!!
Hugs too all!!
-Bethany

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open




I'm hanging on by my last threads in school. Trying to withstand about two weeks of class, one of which is "dead week." I'm ready for my family and friends and most longingly, Miles, my love.
Due to nagging from my best friend I have updated myspace, so if you use that you can look me up on there, although I don't use it often. (www.myspace.com/wherehasbaggone) And as always, find me on facebook for easier contact.

I've checked this and replyed to all messages today, so hopefully I'll have time to check it again later this week. I did take this weekend to destress a bit and had a blast.

Best wished to all!!
xo

I've been so lazy on replying to messages and I apologize. I'll try to get up to date on those, but the semester is getting CRAZY. I have approx. 3 weeks left until summer and I've had a lot of things to get in order.
I had to switch around my fall schedule so the 18 hours + labs would work better so I could have a small part time job. Then I had to work it out and persuade my CAS(College of Arts and Sciences) advisor to let me graduate 2010, instead of 2011. (I finally succeeded). I also talked to my Psychology advisor and I need to find a professor in psychology who will be my director for my Honors Thesis that I have yet to start in order to obtain my B.S., which puts me behind. At this point I will have to wait until Fall to begin it and that it damn stressful.
Don't even get me started on the amount of papers to write, or finish writing. ARGH!
I have also had to start packing up my dorm room so that my mother's coworker who is coming into town this weekend can take some boxes back with her, leaving me with less to try and cram in my brother's car. (The retard just had to wreck that truck).

My funds have also run down to the point that I am trying to save nickels and dimes and since I spent around $450 to fly to Indiana my dad has been in cahoots with me over asking for money. o.O On that thought, I need to do laundry.

I'm running for Resident's Hall Representative for next year, that doesn't take up too much time, but I did spend three hours working on signs and posting them. Time I didn't really have.

Added stress also comes from the worst rommate possible, I quite enjoy when she isn't around, such as right now. I'm trying to survive a few more weeks living with such a sorority bitch, but that is proving very difficult! She finds herself better than everyone else and wants everything her way. (She wouldn't turn off the overhead light for the desk light when I wanted to go to sleep. Hump!) So I continue to do what my mother adviced and be sweet as pie until I can move out (early!) on May7th ot 8th.

I hope you all forgive me if you don't see me around in the next few weeks. I've already realized I've spent more time on here than intended. Take care!
Bethany